do-not-disturb

2009-01-10T00:35:00.002+08:00

374 posts. goodbye blogger. thank you for being there for me for the past three years. I have always loved you. But it;s time to say goodbye..

2009-01-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

i guess somethings are beyond our control. =(

2009-01-05T12:47:00.001+08:00

just for kicks. ((:
CAN YOU SEE ME. XP

2009-01-01T23:22:00.006+08:00

2008 was a blast..

A new year in a completely different environment and different experiences.

Landed in my dream school -ACJC, got into a relationship, EXCO position in Guitar Ensemble, Sectional Leader in G4, awesome OG group.. ((:

In fact, I think that I changed alot.. For the better I guess.. ((:

30th Dec BBQ was SUCCESSFUL!!

Thanks to alot people for helping me with this organisation!!

WeiTing for doing so much for this BBQ.. Getting all the stuff even when I'm missing. Sorry for the 7 missed calls! YOU ARE THE BEST (:

ZhiYing and KeeHong, for helping me plan.. Even staying up late online discuss! And thank you for lending us your house to store the food..THANKS MILLIONS

WenYi.. You're an awesome foodrep (:

KY and Adel for checking out the Charcoal and stuff!

KeeHong, Paul and SoeMin for carrying the food all the way to the condo!

31st Dec was MADNESS

my FIRST ever COUNTDOWN in a HOTEL

yup yup. we went over to Carlton to countdown. 25th floor! ROOM 2525.

2 champagns and one bottle of absolute vodka!

Almost everybody went high after two bottles of champagns and half bottle of absolute.>.<

EVERYBODY IS SWORN TO SECRECY FOR THIS NIGHT OKAY (:

(the most embarrassing moment of my life)

what a way to start a new year (: =X

2008-12-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

CALLING BACK ALL EX SEC FOURS 07 TUITION BABES AND HUNKS, J1 AND J2S

6PM AT BBQ PIT 1 AND FUNCTION ROOM

CONTACT ORGANISERS: YANLIN, ZHIYING, ADEL, WEITING, KARYING
ALUMNI BBQ ADVISORY: KEEHONG
FOOD REP: WENYI (J1)

AROUND 10BUCKS PER PERSON. MAY BE LESS OR MORE. DEPENDING ON NUMBER OF PEOPLE (SO FAR THERE'S 20 ON THE LIST)

PLEASE DROP ME A SMS ON CONFIRMATION ON WHETHER YOU ARE GOING. THANKS AND SEE YA SOON.

BIKINIS AND TRUNKS ARE ALLOWED LOL.

2008-12-27T20:50:00.003+08:00

CHRISTMAS EVE WAS AWESOME ((:

we have telepathy seriously (:

FORTUNE CUISINE AT SUNSET WAY.

STARBUCKS AT HOLLAND VILLAGE

COUNTDOWN AT MY HOUSE.

i love you people =D=D

HAOCHENG I SENT YOU A XMAS EMAIL. HAHAH!

Christmas was church at Faith Methodist ((:

Thanks to Pig waking me up. Haha. If not I'd have just slept through the morning..

Post Xmas- Guitar Bonding Session.

BOWLING AT MT FABER SAFRA

Few strikes and spares. ((: I think I'm good..!=D

ROCKBAND AT PETER/PANGSAI/PIG'S HOUSE until madness 11pm >.<

i dont have eye-hand-legs co-ordinations!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i still like the drum set seriously. ((:

2008-12-19T00:42:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY RETARDS.

I LOVE MY 3GIRLS

I LOVE MY 4 BOYS (: (one in US)

Had Badminton session with the 3 boys!!!

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I WAS TODAY. =D

2008-12-17T22:20:00.001+08:00

dont feel good today. =(

2008-12-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

i finally got my yamaha baby back (:

NEW MOON. is. awesome. (:
it has it's own kind of uniqueness i must say.
at first i was cursing it, why didnt edward cullen appear for 200+ pages.
and everything's about jacob.. jacob and bella.
but wait, jacob dint do wrong..he's always there for her and he was her comfort when edward's gone.
and edward thought that things may get better if he's gone. but it's so so so obviously it's not.

but of course the ending was satisfying and emotionally-provoking.. at least both edward and bella have their own answers clearly deep inside..

wonder what will happened to jacob, seriously.

2008-12-13T22:56:00.007+08:00

if you're thinking what i'm thinking. the word is "perception"

2008-12-09T00:25:00.005+08:00

just one more photo during tpjc concert

and i forgot to thank these people for coming down on the 4th..
waikhit, jiarong, jon loke, chun yin, jere, hardy, des, jackie, ruiting, xiuying and arthur
you people are the wonderful gifts totally (hehe. mushy)

thanks for the presents too. loves!

2008-12-07T22:40:00.007+08:00

my favourite girls in guitar ((:

that's my g4! delci where are you? okay nate can say to be part of g4 too..

my two beloved sl partners!

the sweetest couple ever!

2008-12-01T01:47:00.004+08:00

since it's gonna be christmas soon! i'm here to advertise:

4TH DEC 2008 (THUR)

7.30PM LECTURE THEATRE 4

GUITAR ENSEMBLE CHRISTMAS CONCERT.

FREE ADMISSION.

SEE YA THERE!

anyway. lovely time with you people =D

2008-11-28T20:59:00.001+08:00

JOKE OF THE DAY by marcus liang!

Yan: you know india ocip cancel eh! cuz of the munbai bombing.
Marc: huh. then no more munbai food delivery leh!

2008-11-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

oh yes, i got distinction for my guitar grading exam. ((: clap for me okay!

and my aural test is seriously -.-''' the comment given to me : it would be better if your response is faster..

yeah.. i was really slow in my reaction. >.<

thank you lunxi. i love you! muacks!

2008-11-27T20:05:00.004+08:00

i'm back from my holidays. okay, it isnt as fun as i thought it would be.

but i got enough of food and rest there i guess.

everyday was eat sleep and disney channel all the way! and i finally got my thai massage!

2008-11-20T20:55:00.005+08:00

seriously, my whole holidays is ALL about guitar..

i've been talking eating sleeping playing and breathing everything abt guitar..

in 5 practices, need to master 4 songs:

#01- Yesterday Once More by the Carpenters

#02-13 Jours en France

#03- El Bimbo ( and it's bimbotic enough to give my fingers cramp, and still cramping)

#04- Tango.

Plus many Christmas pieces, Torroba...

and for five days in december, i'll literally talk eat sleep play and breathe guitar...

Grading exam's on 27th nov! =(

Cant wait for cruise.. Only then, I can break free away from this 'civilisation'.. To set space for myself, and to really focus on some things (:

2008-11-15T00:07:00.004+08:00

i think im going to explode after the bbq at dom's condo!!
but i think it's the best bbq ever..
the food were WOWness.. ( best bbq food) thanks to fiona's mixture of sauce!
swings with xiuying gilbert and dom after that ((:

and yeah, was quite irritated by the guys when they kept scaring me. grrr! but yeah.. now im okay (:

no pictures. (:

thought of a few things just now.. but i guess im not going to type it out...

2008-11-12T10:44:00.006+08:00

This holidays is totally wild wild wild for me!

sleepovers&more sleepovers!

bbq&more bbq!

shopping&more shopping!

intensive guitar practices of 9hours! ( seriously, just after our first practice yesterday, i felt as though my fingers are rotten.. -.-)

and yes, i'll be visiting the gym more frequently. and went to hit the pool two days ago with weiting..! and yes, i'll learn frog style by the end of this holidays!

seriously can't wait for sleepover at peter's house!

2008-11-09T21:07:00.002+08:00

for some reason i'm really happy today ((:

Anyway, Peter and I went to Youth Service at FCBC- Lunxi's church.. ((:
And guess who's the guest speaker? It's Nick Vujicic
Some background about him on youtube (: " Life Without Limbs"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vY5Uo1PfZuY
I guess most of the ACSian should have heard of him already ((:
It's really inspiring=D=D

Full Assurance In The Heart

When less is more
When incomplete is complete

If you put your happiness in temporarily things, your happiness will be temporary too.

hearts to Lunxi for inviting me (:
and thanks Peter for accompany(: Cheers! Church next week? (:

2008-11-08T01:28:00.002+08:00

just reached home at around 1++am ..
wished that i can stay longer ><
sorry babes and hunkies that i dint stay for sleepover!
but i DO need some rest =X

2008-11-07T00:02:00.003+08:00

black or white
right or wrong.
common or uncommon
simple or difficult

so what will happen if there's grey?
if there's no rights or wrong?
or common yet uncommon?
both simple and difficult?

so where's the answer?

anyways,
special thanks to waikhit today (((:

2008-11-05T12:12:00.005+08:00

sleepover at eileen's chalet (aloha loyang!!

it was totally awesome =D

there's only shaun, matthias, sher, jon tan and me staying over. and we created hell lots of havoc.((:

animals in the house yo!

bbq, mahjong, daidee, asshole daidee, bridge, frisbee, cycling, the name game(totally just laugh our ass off) etc..

nope. im not an arts person.

and i dont have very flowery expressions.

so.. i shall do it my way.. (:

inspirations from john mayer's Waiting On The World To Change

so here it goes.

so im just sitting down at the breakwater.. staring at the stars...

i'm surrounded by the life of the stars and moon.

the darkness whispers peace, and in this void i'm safe.

night is the time of passing, and a time of transition.

and as we face the darkness, we are waiting for the light to come.

to change from night to day..

the peace settled, and i can move inward.

there were footsteps... left right left right.. one step stronger than the other.

i followed, but it was far enough to leave me lost and confused..

even if there's time for me to catch up, you spin again and everything falls like pixie dust..

just when i thought i caught a shooting star.

it flew and disappear.

just like memories, everything falls into place, but poof! they will be gone.

so.. we just wait for the world to change. to change from day to night once again..

the memories will come back to me again

although the stars may be looking down on me.

there are still rays of hope (:

and a tinge of sweetness into it.. before we know what's the ending.

hahah. for once i thought i sound so deep (:

2008-11-02T19:11:00.004+08:00

Chinese 'A' Levels was OVER (:
The paper was tough! But I hope there wouldnt be any problems for me especially when I didnt catch any sleep the night before =X
Special thanks to Jiarong the day before(:

And everyday was out with friends till late at night =X
After papers was shopping with Weiting in town and then class gathering at Kevin's house. All the way to Novena! Kevin's dog is darn horny to me!!! bish!

Halloween was spent with Lunxi and Siewmai.
No pictures. Not yet.
And yeah, brought all the make ups. And I looked like a witchhhhhh. =D I LOVE YOU GIRLS although I'm a little quiet but yet as retarded as ever. (: LOVES.

And again! Sat was class sleepover at Kevin's house AGAIN. Novena again. And Kevin's very amazed by my lousy sense of direction till I think he wants to vomit blood. Haha. =X
Ive found 4 routes to his house already.. From Newton, From Bugis, From Novena and from Orchard

Finally today is the day to recuperate. Probably the time to start reading my Harry Potter,.
And probably the time to start searching my soul.

2008-11-01T00:51:00.002+08:00

it's time to be back to the reality check.
i'm totally drenched by all the late nights, the "happy-go-lucky me"..
perhaps it's enough time for the others, and i need to have some space on my own.

is it better to cry out? but no, i can't force myself to cry.

but i'm too tired, way too tired to think now.
guess i should hit the bed. good night people..

anyway, lunxi and siewmai, it is really lovely to be with you. shall blog abt it soon (: love you girls.

and happy belated halloweens.

2008-10-29T14:20:00.001+08:00

chinese is seriously making me very very restless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-27T10:25:00.005+08:00

Class outing at sentosa was a success. or rather, the most successful outing we ever had. (: a total of 17 people came (if im not wrong), and it's even more than the number of people who came for our class photo. LOL

our potluck session obviously failed. except that jianxun made delicious sushi (GOT UNAGI!!!!) for our class. and landdis with his two chickens xP

indian poker was hilarious to the max. with xiuying doing pushups in front of volleyball guys, landdis talking to his slippers, "fiona eating leaves on the tree", kerong singing sexyback to strangers and jon tan's" do you think i look like brad pitt because everybody says so"
plus loads of water games, frisbee and volleyball ..

night time was chilling at vivo.. my class isnt that bad afterall. if only people bond more tgt (:

had church event with terri yesterday at clarke quay. the people there are high!!! never didnt expect that (:but what they say was totally true about our body, our soul and our spirit.. left me thinking throughout the night.. hmmm

familiar backgrounds.. with moments of flashbacks

2008-10-25T09:31:00.000+08:00

why am i still crying after thinking it through?

2008-10-24T19:31:00.000+08:00

1SB9 2008(:

2008-10-24T18:07:00.029+08:00

The fire of a candle is a symbol of hope..
It can light up the whole room.
it can bring us warmth.

time to time, we'll be protecting the fire in us..
be it rain or shine.
hoping that the fire never dies down
and in fact keeps us going.
some get burnt in the process.
by the fire itself, if not the wax.

will it scar?
or will our skin become more resistant?

i guess these are the sacrifices in protecting the fire.
it depends on how much we want to keep the fire burning.
even if the fire dies, dun be sad.
we must be fervant in spirit to start another fire.
it may not be the same..
but God wants us to find a purpose in life.
With a firmer hand this time, it will not hurt that bad the next time round.

it's back to where i left off.
a tinge of bitterness, a tinge of sadness, a tinge of happiness and a tinge of relieve
but i need to find back my focus and that will be the fire for my future.
no excuses, but im holding on tight.

oh, did i mention that chinese a levels is SIX days away..?

my guitar schedule is MAD. (: intensive long hours 0.o

9am to 6pm

let's see. if my h3 application is successful.

mon and thur will be lecture days tue and wed will be guitar prac sat there may be guitar prac too and that's not all. (: there's still tutorial classes for h3!

empty but yet occupied.

my heartbeats
it's getting much louder,
my heartbeats is stronger than ever
i'm feeling so alive.

acceptance.
that is the word.
some people may not get to see why.

i may not. but i will.

2008-10-21T09:09:00.001+08:00

Sin is like weeds.
To love roses you must hate weeds, declare war on them and uproot them before they spring up. Why? Because left unchecked, they'll take over your garden and destroy every good thing that grows.

2008-10-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

is happiness the purpose of our life?

i still have many things for me to change into a better and happier person. (:
i'm still changing and i need to change to make people around me to be happy.

please please please bless people around me with great health and happiness.

2008-10-18T21:39:00.008+08:00

Sorry for the super retarded late post ((:
Last saturday was my (BELATED) birthday celebration with my retards. =D
I'm really really blessed to have them with me. They never fail to make me laugh smile and feel retarded.. THANK YOU MY DEAR DEAR RETARDS (and tt includes you HAOCHENG!)
the true meanings of true friends (:

PROMO results are OUT. ><
Not too bad. (: I guess/ hope I'm able to apply for H3 Math NUS. (I GOT ACE!)

And today was PW at Colin's house.
His house is THE HOUSE MAN.
I swear it's the most beautiful house I've ever seen.
And it's frigging four floors PLUS a basement (for entertainments)
Ended up playing Wii and Guitar Heroes. HAHAH.. (:

Blog another day!

2008-10-16T23:22:00.004+08:00

such responsible people.
such a good liar.
what a friend.

wait a minute, did i say friend?

bring me a bottle of wine.
fill the glasses up.

fly me back to the moon

2008-10-13T18:01:00.002+08:00

Surprises (:

Everyday is a gift for us.. And each day is filled of different surprises ..

Bless the people around me and that

They will live each day to the fullest

Hope (:

Grant us the strength to reach out for the goals we want

Bless us with health and happiness and

Love the people we care

2008-10-09T18:41:00.002+08:00

So Yesterday was ACJC open house ((:

Guitar ensemble performed in the viewing gallery and THANKS LOADS TO MY JUNIORS who came and support and even watched the thing THRICE (:

and after that was NYDC + coffee bean with sherilyn, nathan khoo, shaun and matthias..

Yes weiting, NYDC.. are you jealous xP

Really awesome talking to you people ((:

From the four-word guessing game to moserella cheese to diet coke-can-kill sperms to the-unknown- guy-called-mark to family and career etc etc (:

And yeah Today's the first day of AC Games- Olympacs

I was supposed to be sleeping at home

BUT.. I came to school at 1030am to accompany XiuYing since she's the only girl HAHAH.. =x

Starting to get the hang of Frisbee after the two hours+ of tanning under the sun ((:

i'm enjoying life-after-promo (:

2008-10-07T15:33:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a whole day outing with my siewmai ((: It was really really nice to catch up with you girl =D
I LOVE MY SIEWMAI... cant wait for saturday to catch up with the rest of the retards.. (:

and yeah.. we watched housebunny.. chic flick.
like totally (kidding!)

and i screw up my spa.. REAL BAD.. and i meant it.

please please please dun let it affect my a levels results so much.. please please..

2008-10-05T16:03:00.000+08:00

really nice lyrics

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

2008-10-02T19:41:00.004+08:00

No rights or wrong
No absolute.

When obstacles, problems come into our way, just treat those as challenges and fight it with faith. Why will the "evil ones" bother making life difficult for us when we do not pose threat to its "territory"?
Do not allow the obstacles to come in between our centre of life..

Maybe it's time to refocus our attentions on the basis of our existence.((:

With..

A little thanksgiving to the people around me.
God bless!

2008-09-25T15:21:00.002+08:00

A father is on the beach with one of his sons and the son is just fascinated by shells so he just keeps loading them in his pockets and till there full.that's not enough he picks them up till he is walking around with hands full of shells..and while this is happening his father spots what his son really wants that's floating on the top of the ocean...a starfish ....what his son really wanted in the first place so.. he tells his son that his starfish is floating not too far from where they are.so the son spots the starfish and goes after it.His father watches from a distance and sees his son go out in the ocean and gets close but the waves come in so he comes back and the father is cheering him on ''come on that's your starfish get it it's yours!!!''so the son tries again gets close again then comes back and the father is like ''come on your almost there !!!''so the son gets so close and looks like he can reach it but doesn't so the son runs back and the father says ''why didn't you get your starfish it was right there???'' and the son says ''i couldn't get it because my hands are full of shells''.....

More than often, we are all so preoccupied with our 'pursuits'. the pursuit of being the top student, the pursuit of the perfect score, the persuit of our perfect spouse. It is good to have goals in our lifes, but sometimes, we dont know that we have got so addicted to our pursuits.
We only have one pair of hands, and sometimes, when our hands are so full of so many things in our life, that we have to forsake something that may even be valuable to us.

Admist the buzzy lifestyle, why dont we just stop a moment in our life and look beyond what is superficial and that is probably when we get our true happiness.

Promotional examinations is a gauge of how well I've prepared for my entire year.
There should not be any last minute rush of work.
I may not be as hardworking as some of my other friends muggings notes now.
And although I may be PURSUING for my H3 subject.
What really matters is the amount of understanding I have in my work isnt it.
And if I do, that will speak for my coming results.
If I dont, I just have to say I have to try harder for the A levels (:

2008-09-24T18:10:00.002+08:00

.Many sufferings that we are enduring now may seem unreasonable ), but its comforting to know that there are greater purposes and reasons behind them, and if we strive on, one day we may get to see the reasons on a future day.

2008-09-22T23:12:00.004+08:00

i dint know that jay chou has new album until i saw haocheng's blog.

this time its not jaychou im chasing after.
its the lyrics im chasing after..

particularly like this phrase :
"不要这么容易就想放弃
就像我说的
追不到的梦想
换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义 "

im so out of chinese music industry for so long HAHAH =X

dao xiang.wma - Jay chou

稻香

词：周杰伦

曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色

先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

2008-09-20T20:19:00.000+08:00

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be
shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.
What you spend years building may
be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have
and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
- Anonymous

2008-09-17T16:02:00.004+08:00

The opportunity cost for doing this window mosaic is the time that can be spent on studying =X=X

Art and I had finished this during Sunday's afternoon((: Dont's you think it's pretty?
Thank you jackie and Des for this present!!! Lovely ((:

While we were doing the mosaic.. there was a surprise!! =D
Daddy came and called me that fucheng was here.. At first I thought that he wants to borrow something =X=X But turned out, he was delivering cookies!!! to all the 2/4 jc people to jiayou for our promos.

The first thing that came into my mind is.. THREE GUYS BAKING COOKIES IN THE KITCHEN.. ><

Let's talk about friends (:

Someone once told me that there are no true friends in this world.
Friends come and go..
True, to some extent.

Especially when friends split different routes and go to different places.
But I'm so glad that I still have the retards with me. ((:
Especially Siew and Lunxi. (Both of them enjoying life in poly, while I'm slogging in JC xP)
There will always be their messages to motivate me or just to chat (:
I really miss them like mad x infinity..
And I know that I can always count on them if I have troubles (:
I MISS and LOVE RETARDS LOTS.(:

Also, there is another group of friends who I'm really close to before/during JC

Weiting, Karying, Terri, Adel, Wenyi, Jolinne

They are probably part of the reason why I'm still surviving quite happily in JC.

True friends or fake friends.

It's up to one to decide. (:

But I'm really glad that I have them.

2008-09-16T22:48:00.004+08:00

i aint sure about it myself too.
thank god for answering my prayers.
a challenge.. a test..
let's just see how well i can overcome it..

when the rain falls, the shelter was shared.
but they still get wet.
from head to toe.
they werent cold..
not at all.

2008-09-13T18:13:00.003+08:00

I'm not really a christian.
But I found myself getting drawn closer to christianity.
I seem to be able to find a peace in my mind.
Just want to share something:

"Philippians 4:6 “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”"

And also we do not lose hope in everything we undertake.
So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

2008-09-12T07:06:00.002+08:00

i've decided to go school at 8am today ((:

so probably i'll reach around at 9(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARTHUR KHOO!

2008-09-09T23:57:00.002+08:00

happy 17th birthday to me ((:
THANKS PEOPLE FOR THE CONTINUOUSLY RINGING MESSAGING TONE SINCE MIDNIGHT TILL TODAY MIDNIGHT ((:

1-jiarong(JIEMEI AKA RETARDDDD!)
2-arthur((((:
3-Jonathan Loke (PAE classmate) i'm REALLY REALLY SURPRISED!
4-kiewu
5-lidya(guitar!)
6-fiona(guitar! &sb9)
7-desiree(i miss you gal!)
8-sherilyn(guitar!)
9-huiying(junior!)
10-alicia(FU!!!!!!)
11-ruijie(big bro! & guitar!)
12-eileen(guitar!)
13-zhenning(RETARDDD)
14-waikhit(RETARRDDD)
15-metthias(guitar! im really surprised )
16-peter ( guitar!another surprise!)
17-sindee (vicee capt!)
18-kanin (guitar!!)
19-Zoe (guitar!!)
20-Jackie (SON!)
21-weishan(cousin!)
22-shangcong (5 years rj friend!)
23-meiling(kidney!)
24-paopao (brother!!)
25-yihui (crosser!)
26-fucheng (9 years friend!!!)
27-Jonathan Lok (cousin!)

NOT TO MENTION :

kuanhui! who called me on sunday just to wish me an early happy birthday xP

SIEW RONG AND LUNXI
you two are really loved.. Im really very very touched by the birthday song that you all sang me over the phone when you two are at "the other side of the island"
I MISS YOU TWO LOADS!!

RETARDS YOU ARE VERY MISSED BY YAN!

fiona, xiuying and jiaxuan + 1sb9
for the cake and milkbottle

GUITARISTS(:
one third of msgs are from you all LOVES (:
really dint expect you all to know in the first place ((:

SOME OTHERS- well wishes from friendster and facebook and msn! ((: really have no time to list down everything.

VERY SPECIAL LOVE AND GRATTITUDE FROM YAN =D=D=D=D

i wish for peace and strength with clarity of thoughts................................

2008-09-06T10:12:00.003+08:00

i feel like running.
i feel like hitting the shuttles.
i missed the mucles aches.. that brought me pleasure after training.

willpower.
agressiveness.

where are they?

i want to run a marathon now.

2008-09-05T23:06:00.001+08:00

SL practices today and banner making for open house (:
i guess i really like my CCA alot. (: at least they are part of the reason why i look forward to school. the people there are really fun (:

credits to lydia (:

2008-09-03T23:11:00.001+08:00

i thought my computer just died for the past few days
and when my dad went to fix it, it was okay ><

ever thought of.. if you really want to make a wish.. what will you wish for?

2008-08-30T09:56:00.005+08:00

TEACHERS' DAY

i kinda miss my commonwealth days but i definitely not want to be stuck in my blue uniform again.. xP

FU LU SHOU UNITED! wanqing!! ali and i miss you!

BINTANG YANWO! yes.. we love the school vision..

RUTH (: my best buddy who always hang out with during our lower sec days. It's kinda funny last time when she'll always speak to me in english, and i'll reply her back in chinese.. And that was how we communicate until i gave in and speak to her in english.. (: PRETTY GIRL!

MY SMART KIDNEY (: HWA CHONG EH!! *dream school*

CAPTAINS!!!! of 2006 and 2007! Jerelyn.. next year will be your turn!

CAPT and VICE CAPT.

IM SURROUNDED WITH SMART RJC PPLE..akash! GET ME THE RJ BADGE! and yes, albert is behind us.our top scholar.
i feel dumb there.. haahah!

IM SAD..! CUZ NO PHOTOS WITH MY RETARDS.. (: nvm SOON (:

2008-08-23T20:04:00.003+08:00

really want to say thanks to four people..

siew rong..
for listening to me.. hearing me rant.. and comforting me..
for 4 years plus (:

come to think of it.. i missed the times when we gossip on the phone (:

weiting..
for helping me everytime when i need help.. even waking you up in the middle of the night asking you help me print eom..

arthur..
for being there for me always (: letting me throw all sorts of weird temper on you these few days..

mrs lim..
we'll always be behind you. must jiayou! and thank you for everything and anything.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU.. (:

2008-08-21T22:41:00.002+08:00

you dun need a medal, a trophy or a certificate to prove that you are the winner.

the most important thing that you must believe in yourself that you are the winner.

2008-08-20T22:04:00.002+08:00

there will always be this division between heaven and earth
the good and the bad.

2008-08-18T21:19:00.001+08:00

i have a fetish for OLD CLASSICS.
BEEGEES
BEATLES
MLTR
=D=D=D=D

2008-08-14T22:40:00.003+08:00

despite the harsh conditions, the grass still perversere on for its own survival.

so do we stay strong or do we say die?

JIAYOU PEOPLE =D

2008-08-04T21:37:00.002+08:00

the overly emotional posts will be over soon (:
I'm not going to doubt my own capabilities again.
Mistakes always surface when I over worry

I'm so glad to find my goal. (:

2008-07-31T06:09:00.003+08:00

i came to this page and realised that i have nothing really much to say. =X=X=X

anyway yesterday's PE lesson was super fun(:
its been a thousand millions of years since I've last touched a racket.
And YEAH! We played badminton yesterday and it really wore me out. xP
Played with Gilbert with a set of 9-15. Not that bad. Hahah! Come on I'm playing with a guy!

And currently it's 6.12am. Thought I could do some project work this morning since I reached home quite late yesterday and didnt have the time to touch it. But when I checked my mailbox, no files received. Very well..

Shall post pictures when I have the time. (: Take care people!

And thanks Sherilyn for the message last night =D

2008-07-26T09:44:00.002+08:00

And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

This week has been a roller coaster ride to me. But mostly a downhill ride.
Physically drained and mentally drained because of PW, imcomplete of school work, CCA etc etc..
Thanks to weiting, Karying, Wenyi, Desiree, Jackie and Mrs Lim for the sms-es this few days. They really kept me motivated. =D

I must keep myself gong. Need to be more optimistic.
Forget the mistakes and troubles and move on.
JIAYOU YAN!

2008-07-21T22:28:00.001+08:00

OMG. PW IS TOTALLY.. GRRRRRRRRR!!
TOTAL WASTE OF TIME.

and i haven done my GP essay which was supposed to hand up on last friday and econs essay that was supposed to hand up today.

SHEESH!

2008-07-16T22:28:00.003+08:00

alot reflections today..
about how i matured from the past to the present..

flaws..
i used to be so afraid of them.

mistakes..
i couldnt stand up after commiting them

sounds like a perfectionist eh?

maybe i was.. or am..
a perfectionist who's not so perfect afterall.

but i realised.. they are essential in helping me to grow up.
i learnt to listen.
i learnt to believe in myself.
i learnt to control.

i really want to thank those who supported me all these while, who trusted in me and those who forgive my mistakes.

one doesnt need to be popular.
one just need to know who their true friends are (:

i dint know i was kept in the blind for it for the last few years.. and only until now, then i discovered it.
but.. if i were were you.. i would be upset too..
i do not blame you.
maybe.. i was really lucky.

2008-07-11T23:02:00.001+08:00

ck asked me why i didnt go back commonwealth today for the opening ceremony
i did go back..
i went back to the old school..
MISSED.

2008-07-10T21:37:00.004+08:00

this week and next week will be really really really busy..being the >< responsible (haha!) assistent class rep, i have to run all the chores for him..

and.. i got into exco for guitar too (: quarter mistress..
and things start to get more stressful as we are heading towards syf already..
next week there will be this guitar workshop for the less fortunate.. and yeah im in it..><>< alot alot of work to do for guitar

and not to mention there's project work that is taking up alot of my time.. ><

im giving up my vietnam trip during the dec holidays
because the opportunity cost is just too high.. (:

oh my tian! YAN LIN JIAYOU...
=D=D=D

2008-07-08T21:52:00.001+08:00

im feeling better after just now (:

2008-07-08T15:54:00.003+08:00

not in the best of mood past few days..
and i still have to force myself to keep that smile up on my face...
and how many actually care..

i miss siew and lunxi to the max when i can talk to them about my 101millions of problems + anything retarded under the sun..and they will hear me ranting and ranting non stop..
but now, i dont want to trouble them hearing me talking abt the stress in jc life.. ><><

we are too preoccupied in our own things that we forgot to care. and thanks wenyi for hearing me rant non stop ytd. and guess what i have food poisoning!! mailto:argh!!@#$%^^@#$%^& and needa skip school
this is deifinitely not making me feel better because i can't eat any spicy or oily food!!

but yea, im feeling alot better now after the medication.

this sucks seriously.
GRR

chilli crab+ black pepper crab anyone?
big cravings.. ><
darn my food poisoning..

bad attitude. BITES!

2008-07-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

seriously i need to work on my guitar again!!!!!!
i feel so lousy once again after watching a 11 year old kid play

2008-07-02T19:57:00.003+08:00

gastric-ing for the entire week ><
somehow it always happens during the evening period
=(

god made us two ears and one mouth so that we learn how to listen
but some people never accept others' opinion.
they will never understand what u are going thru
cuz they dont learn to accept.
or perhaps..
you are just 'not good' enough to be their friend

2008-06-29T20:14:00.005+08:00

PRETTY!
sorry girls.. hahah.. (: was tired just now (: so didnt talk much.. xP meet again next week and get our eyebrows trimmed!

2008-06-24T16:09:00.006+08:00

GP chinese math chem
ALL GG.
poor timemanagement =(

often in life, we just remember to forget.
we'd turn away rather than accepting
or keep on taking but we dont give
saying no seems to be a better answer than yes
and being sad requires lesser effort than being happy.

do we move along just because we have to resign to our fate?
we know that every choices we made, we have to face the consequences
and everything around us can be lessons learnt
however, are we really becoming stronger as we grow older?
or are we becoming more vulnerable to our surroundings?

the butterfly will spread its wings into the sky
but we know soon it will die..
because you see.. we are nearing death as we grow older

im not feeling very emo now. just some thoughts tts all..
altho its quite negative, im still rather happy. so yah dun worry (:

2008-06-22T18:39:00.002+08:00

after a levels, i think i'll give three days to rest
and then work and earn lots of lots of money
and treat my family to a holiday trip.
and then save the rest for rainy days (:

2008-06-18T22:22:00.002+08:00

THE DAY WHEN WE SEND HAOCHENG OFF..=(

THIS ARE THE PEOPLE WHO I LOVE LOADS.. MY RETARDS.. ((:

RETARDS+ JOLYNN AND ARTHAS

THE CSS PEOPLE

OUR PROMISE.. (:

was talking to siew mai just now..yepp.. the most happy time is when all of us go really retarded..

i cant believe the six of us actually took the bus twice.. ><

more photos are with siewmai. hopes she comes online soon! and send me (:

2008-06-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

three things that will last
love hope and faith

2008-06-18T09:36:00.002+08:00

i saw this in my classmate's friendster photo! (:

omg.. i cant believe this..i see jaymond, weixiang charles and fucheng!

this was probably like two years back!

banana jersey rocks

2008-06-16T19:21:00.003+08:00

a lesson learnt perhaps
now the biggest challenge is to control
i dun see why i cant do it.
now or not.

alright.. forehead burning (: sleeping!

2008-06-15T21:05:00.005+08:00

my favourite people.. the retards.. ((:

bon voyage haocheng! i know you are back in china now.. but still.. have a safe flight to US

remember to blog often so that we know how you are doing there.. (:

we certainly live up to our names (: *winks*

and the eight of us will meet tgt back with our rings (:

this holidays is so sinful.

practically have chips, cookies every single day

sakae buffet with the retards and dim sums with my family (:

went blading yesterday..but obviously my fats regained itself after today's dimsum..><

i need to start running again soon..

after terms ><

happy father's day.. (:

often we have to make sacrifices.

2008-06-15T11:09:00.001+08:00

nothing. nothing at all.

2008-06-12T11:27:00.001+08:00

i seriously think that i should start doing my school work..
><><><

heck first.. cant wait for sakae sushi with my retardsssss =D=D

2008-06-11T12:05:00.002+08:00

Pandas are super cute.. LOL.. AND FUNNY (:

2008-06-10T15:56:00.007+08:00

if doomsday is on 2012..

that will be about 4 years from now.

and i'll just turn twentyone.

if doomsday is on 2012

i'll still have many many things i have not accomplished

no established career cuz i'll be mugging my life during university

which will mean.

no big house for my parents

no money for me to go tour around the world

no chance for me to wear my wedding gown

no husband no children

then why are we working so hard for?

all the certificates will turn to ash

the money will no long be one

if 2012 is doomsday..

2008-06-09T10:09:00.002+08:00

FOUR ONE OUTING (:

that night was really fun! ((:
we havent really changed (:
everybody is still retardedly fun..

probably it's the only successful bbq we had.. xP
there's COOKED food..

i dont have any pictures because the pictures were with the others ..

hm..i kinda missed my secondary school life..
seriously i missed siew and lunxi..the two girls who contributed to almost 100% of my laugher then..
zhenning.. my les partner forever (:
i missed jiarong (my sister and my pri school friend), waikhit (who always go jogging with me around the whole bukit batok estate), haocheng (the guy who always gay with waikhit behind me during lessons) and yeowkheng (who always sing chinese songs! (:)

oh yeah.. and chongkeng!! its been a LOOOONGG time since i've bitched with him..
prasanthi..my secfour partner! we will always laugh randomly tgt during lessons (:

vibhu and ismail.. this may seems like two years ago..but it was really funny when both of them were sitting in front of me during the first half year of sec threee.

akash philip.. i remembered once i was so so so emo.. he called and talk to me..
mashuqur.. the guy who sits in front of me!!! and he never fails to make me laugh whenever i see him..

those were the sweet memories.

2008-06-05T19:46:00.001+08:00

yan is getting VERY impatient.
smsed three and none replied yet

GRR

2008-06-02T23:12:00.005+08:00

seee... im so nice to my boyfriend and bought him PRETTY ROSES for his performance.. =D=D

restless was really nice!
at some point of time, it was really touching.. the ballet dance was wowww.. =D

CAMWHORE after performance..
AND WEITING WAS SUPER PRETTY.. =D

im still waiting for photos from sherilyn from guitar camp (:

I CANT WAIT FOR TML =D

2008-05-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

went to school in slippers. (:
YAN IS REALLY HAPPY TODAY..

ohh.. its guitar camp tml!

2008-05-27T22:23:00.002+08:00

that was on terri and sean's birthday.. (:

I TOTALLY LOVE MY GIRLS (:

today was darn fun =D

and cheerup terri.. we will be there for you.. LOVE=D

2008-05-26T10:43:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling alot better now (:

GOOD LUCK FOR THE SEC FOURS HAVING CHINESE O LEVELS =D

and zzz.. this reminds me that A levels chinese is nearing=((((

2008-05-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

i realised, every level we step up, get to see different things.
circumstances really force us to grow up right
no wonder we will never get back to be the kid that we used to be ..

i hate myself for getting overly emotional. and now i'm starting to lose control again. get a grip!

i love my girls for a reason

2008-05-24T16:28:00.002+08:00

will things be better then?

one millions of what if..

ought to count my blessings..
but there's this tiny teeny hesitation..

and as i look around. life isnt that perfect after all.

past present and the future..

and then.. i guessed.
im just lucky.

2008-05-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

caught up with paopao, jiarong and meiling!
saw mengyu performing too !(:

guitar had last min meeting that made me rush down to orchard there ><>< SIGHH!

2008-05-21T18:29:00.003+08:00

This post is dedicated to one of my best buddies who has made a difference in my life

LI HAO CHENG

i know this may sound a little cliche

but yeah.. it really seems like yesterday when i first know you..

strangers to begin with

but the eight of us can be bonded so well after the two years.

thank you for being there for me after my break up last year (:

thank you for all the joy and laughter when you sat behind me last year

i still remember the beatboxing.. the singing of jay chou songs.. the bu yao lian comments that you and waikhit will always say..

even this year..

during pae.. i still remember once i went to find you for lunch cuz i was complaining that the food is so frigging expensive.. and i settled for my curry chicken rice at clementi for only $1.90

and many many others of course!

those were the beautiful memories...

its really sad to hear that you are going off..

but we know that you have the capability to progress further..

all the best there

although you will are not in singapore..

the spirit of the eight of us will still be there (:

GO CHAIRMAN HAO!

2008-05-19T08:31:00.002+08:00

oh no.. =X
i still havent really touched my work..
ECONS INDEPENDENT LEARNING IS DUED TML =S

photos on hwa chong dance concert soon (:

2008-05-15T15:22:00.010+08:00

today is the 'i'm a bad girl day' for us xP

we have an exciting GP reading package test =X

doing chinese work during maths lecture

not drawn by me by the way.. xP but the picture is super hilarious!! oh yah, its part of our chinese homework..

taking photos in maths lecture!

got scolded by some teacher -.-'''

yan wants to join some second sports cca after rotting for months=X

if only there's touch rug.. that will be awesome!! so....yan.. joins!

and so i've become a water pologirl!

im just kidding! xp

school has been rather funny these few days.
and dont ask me why i always lose my file. ><

and im dinnering with my girlfriends later for terri's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERRI
NYDC! (:

2008-05-11T18:14:00.003+08:00

guess what. xP

i actually felt guilty of suaning karying all the time .. =S

dont know why i have this thought though..
and i actually asked weiting whether i really did suan her too much.. LOL

oh yeah.. september babies are HOT HOT HOT (:

jonathan!! yeah yeah! can't wait to see you and grace! (:

can't wait to celebrate terri's birthday next week too (:

and happy mother's day! (:

2008-05-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

its a wonderful day today (:

2008-05-08T00:11:00.002+08:00

the good old days (:

breathe in and out and anticipate what holds beyond.

2008-05-07T20:26:00.000+08:00

stop procrastinating! (:
SMILES SMILES SMILES

EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!

2008-05-05T18:26:00.008+08:00

no more seafood
no more sunlight

im getting rashes on my arm =((
go away go away!!

i need to get over my emotional barrier.

control control!

mediocre doesnt get you any where

breathe!

this time round i need to depend on myself to get this through.
because i am the only one who can overcome this.
i need to start controlling before it gets out of the way.

light up the darkness
cuz stars are holding you tonight.
and love from the surroundings will guide you through

don't you think that jerald is such a darling (:

we all started from the purest stage of life.
and life starts to complicate as we grow older

often.. the ugly facade surfaces
but we still have to try and look at its beautiful side.

take care people (:

2008-05-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

[YäÑl¡Ñ] stop says:
AH MENG
ONE DAY SHE WILL TELL YOU THAT SHE HAS ENOUGH says:
YO SUNNY

it's been so long since someone called me that..
the once hypered and crazy girl..
hope i will transform back to then (:

so nice to talk to people i missed ! (: lunxi! ck! hardy! tingyi(aka ah meng), sammi! ngeekiang!

and thank you weiting and karying for making my day again!

JT told me something.
and then i realised.. the only thing that will never change is change itself

2008-04-29T22:47:00.003+08:00

yeah im feeling better now (:
thank you siew for calling me and hearing me talk all the crap *loves*

and also my dear (:

it feels good to move out of the studying phase for the moment.
even if its strumming the guitar until my fingers go rotten
and watching ah long private ltd.

the dark clouds can never hide the sun away for long
hearts are over the world tonight (:
you have to learn to love the ugly side of the picture to get the complete beautiful picture. (:

2008-04-28T18:53:00.002+08:00

people killing people dying
children hurt and you'll hear them crying...

it's so depressing.
i wish i can go poly now.

cuz people got me got me questioning..
where is the love..

it's so hard to even have that smile on my face.